My mom gave my cat away
Without telling me last weekend. I was at my girlfriend’s house.
Her name is Buddha, and I cry everytime I think about her. Whhhhhyyyyyyyy
Lost
Ain’t gots no sense of direction here no more. I find myself losing touch with she that I’ve sacrificed so much for. What to do? For I can’t lose her, but what if I do? What if I did? It’s such a terrifying notion, to think the possibility of having all of my time and dedication wasted. The greatest mistake of my life would’ve been made on such an occasion.I pray to whatever god there is out there, that my notions are incorrect. Even though, every time I make this prayer, my hopes come up short.
Wish me luck?
I wanna be creative
But seeing as I am one of those simple girls with nothing to gain or lose, I grow lazy with boredom. I miss my old life, wish I could reconnect with them all :( I try, just like anyone would advise me, yet I get no reply, no mutual feelings of loneliness. Oh well, at least I have the present to look forward to. Present, meaning presense. There is a presense nearing me. Not really, but I wanna rhyme. Get out of my head! You random babbling bullshit.
So I get it now.
I post a blog.
About whatever I want. and people like them sometimes, and they follow you if they want to. And you follow your friends, cuz theyre your friends. I get it! Right?
However I’m making a complete fool of myself because I have 1 follower and 1 alone (maybe two, now that I think about it) so technically I’m only writing to laura and some dude that posts shit that his girlfriend says. Even though I’m posting it as a ‘status’ of sorts, as facebook would call it. And thinking completally and entirely outloud as if I were writing a boring entry in a diary.
At least now I kinda get it. I think.
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
The Forest
Unsure
Well you see, I’m new here, never even heard of a tumblr website before last weekend, and now I don’t have a clue what to do with myself.
Just thought I’d keep the world posted :P
